override

the stupor of benzos
that urge to harm

is better suppressed.

hair standing 
upright
&

the weakness pulls a squeal
from the bottom of the throat
.
upfront
at teeth

it comes out as a 
really
really
ugly posture of intimidation.

sick&bent on
injury
to relieve.


this dying takes so fucking long

i
am
in a coil.

any moment now