as good, or better than fishing

            the beauty of clean
               
          razor sharp edge.
       
           the beauty of a

          perfect cut.
takes hours 
takes days
to make one.
          on the other side
           of meditation.

            the beauty of consistent

         geometry.

            the beauty of identical

        angles.

high.
flat.
for perfect cut.

takes years
takes life
to make one.

            close enough to love
            for me.
            

what a pathetic, wasteful times we live in

this whole god damn country
suffers from
Stockholm syndrome.
 as, is most likely the case with
all the others.

if i had a spine made for prayer,
I'd ask some free will.
      a waste of ammo,
      i know.
 but, still.

gesture.
drama.
 terror against terror
& free will against free will.

death stinks almost as life does.

a "hole" is a 
hole in the ground
where they dump dead
pigs.
it's a farm thing.
      piles up.


& I am a structure maintenance 
                 thing.

      piles up
as well.

3 2mg bupe tabs
in 4 ml "sterile" water.
don't do this at home
or anywhere else.
0.60. steel does the job
without filtering.

atherosclerosis, hello to you too.

they pile up.
& it reeks