strain vs resistance

Watching at the phone from the
Corner of my eye,
this human conditioning is so
god awful annoying.

&
I know the words if spoken
break into sounds.

Fuck you monkey brain.
Chlorpromazine scattered
across the floor.
&
Display doesn't lite.
&
slipknot in my ears
regreses me back to the time
of the living.

"death is fine,gimme mine"

Right.