one handful of good intentions, the other full of shit

what used to flay
...

get used
enjoy the breath
enjoy the compromise
 choke a lot?
 pressure that replaced 
the old,
decent pain

this

fucking pathetic.

blacken out
at

4 a.m.

scrounge fort that old,
decent pain.
the one that flayed.

crippling& still not at all as
humiliating
as this

compromise

getting along
long.

the contempt.
fuck.