congenital defect

I am cold
I am hungry

don't know you,
yet, O.D.ed on alprazolam
just the same, fuck you..

stuck in a place
that's on very little maps
&
the urge ages
just like me,
fine, but not so nice.


I like the blades 
a lot of things about 'em fascinate me
opportunity imposed itself
&
I tried one on live meat.
works just like in the commercials.

each year
a nail
hammered
down.

last batch of ANFO puffed,
last one of TATP caught fire.

third time's the charm.
outro will be a performance.