P.A.W.S. or beginning from scratch for the n-th time and quite possibly too late

 opportunities

opportunities 

what the fuck am I doing?
                     why
                     why
                     why
is this pull so strong,

I don't want prosthetics.

                a plan
                a plan
sorry,
      spinal HRC too high
to take the strain.

             no plan
             no plan.

           ageing 30+ years
           every day
           what the fuck am I doing
           still moving this mess of molecules around
           way past expiry date.