...and I thought that i was getting pretty good at being alone

be it Smack, Opium, Morphine
or plain Old Time,

I am a different being now.
       Synergy maybe?

pointless to think in terms
of Right  and  Wrong;

Exhaustion alone was enough
to Cure me of that.
Climbing up from zeromovement 

            temperatures 

took All I had in me.

           torment.
and than it dawns on you;

how miserable it is 

to be without

to be without

a human Being
Capable of Laughing for you.

not to mention fuck
and wake up late, so you can

watch her while she Sleeps.