strain vs resistance

Watching at the phone from the
Corner of my eye,
this human conditioning is so
god awful annoying.

&
I know the words if spoken
break into sounds.

Fuck you monkey brain.
Chlorpromazine scattered
across the floor.
&
Display doesn't lite.
&
slipknot in my ears
regreses me back to the time
of the living.

"death is fine,gimme mine"

Right.

the toss has been rigged

above 12,7x108 dsk
I'm gonna tattoo
a black&red portraits
of
makhno
&
durrutti.
for the fun of it.
for the sheer fucking exilarating fun
of the moment one crosses the line.

it's not anarchy anymore.
oh, no.

winter is so dreadfuly fucking boring & painful

a presence I've learned to 
detest
my fathers son.
stumbling over the same stupid tracks.

fortunately,
the details differ
latent suicidal,
I'm not scarred of the future.

late winter fun.
disassembling a round
for a recoiless gun.

some distance from
populated areas
ofcourse.
fully selftaught, I'm kind of
expecting it to blow.
a lot of trotil inside,
you dont just stumble across
that kind of thing
this far 
from the middle east.

sooner or later 
it'll get a use.

congenital defect

I am cold
I am hungry

don't know you,
yet, O.D.ed on alprazolam
just the same, fuck you..

stuck in a place
that's on very little maps
&
the urge ages
just like me,
fine, but not so nice.


I like the blades 
a lot of things about 'em fascinate me
opportunity imposed itself
&
I tried one on live meat.
works just like in the commercials.

each year
a nail
hammered
down.

last batch of ANFO puffed,
last one of TATP caught fire.

third time's the charm.
outro will be a performance.

social revolution part 5

    5.45
    sharpened steel
    trauma.

seen the bullshit in all of us.

fuck it all for what it's worth,
there ain't an offer I can't refuse.

burn it all down
&
piss on the rubbles.

social revolution part 4

shack burned down
due to TATP
&
some napalm.
one can never be too careful.

next time
I'll wear Zapata moustache.
as a charm.