trigger or how internal ballistics make an excellent metaphor for what i'd rather not say outloud

   irregular intervals

memory span too short,
or I'm just too dumb to figure out
a pattern.

the fucking thing won't die.

emotional soup as useless
as appendix
&
subject to annoying inflammations.
annoying.

@irregular intervals.
too dumb;
&
you might add:
too frail
or broken
or cowardly
or stuck
or whatfuckingever,
to cut the bullshit to proper measure.
&
i might add:
....
well
useless to argue
&
disturbing.
loss.
it's got to be simple pathology.
@irregular intervals.