the problem didn't solve itself by simply dying

today's k.o.?
not much left.
alprazolam, shitty diazepam
what looks like bromaz.

that won't suffice.

there is a scene in sin city
( even in film)
when Marv contemplates
the experience of goddess.
Marv's on psychoactives too.

but, i ain't contemplating.
nor do i know any goddesses.
all I'm doing, is waiting too fall unconscious.

whatever happens after,
   since I've run  out of
   zopiclone& its peculiar side effects,
I hope i won't remember.