cognitive dissonance or surprising persistence of happy memories & other unwanted junk

miss her in every & all ways.
      the sheer injustice of
      not being able
      to afford the treatment,
stales the air.

a fine,
fine sadness suspended in space
beauty clean of cliche.

nostalgic grin
&
dry lips.

    injustice
no abstract concept,
just a stupidly inflicted
self injury.
yes.

in every & all ways.

pulling batteries out of clocks,
silence anchors all bullshit
in just the right spot.
just the right spot.
     block out the visual
                          image
                          memory
her beauty in sleep.