...

i just spin and spin in this stressful space,


dimensionLESS,

claustrophobic,

godFORSAKEN

place,
in my head 

i am fucked in my mind.

               however,


today, additives are falling into place,

amalgams for my panicking gaps,

             narcoticized


i'll bury the day,

in my head

i am fucked in my mind.

    than, in mornings, it's tunneled vision again
    my screen is there, awaiting me.